Tuesday, September 14, 2004

we hear 'you can't start a fire without a spark'...

And this is our spark! We're really moving now, Vicki. Fast and spontaneous this entry will be. Or else this little, 'blog,' may sit here (nearly) empty for, well, they tell us it'll never get deleted. Enough! I must say: I do not actually know Vicki. I mean, I know her. But I don't knowknow her. Hm, I've never seen her. Can you, uh, take it from here, e-friend?

jessica, you sound--and this is not a phrase i particularly like and i've quite possibly never actually said it up until--like you are on crack. hm. i don't think i'm very good at being fast and spontaneous, but. yes. have never met. i didn't know we were going to talk about this. we're talking about this? am i supposed to be giving the details? i haven't given this website out to anyone, you know.

huh, i guess i do. also, what was up with the capital letters? sigh. dude, can we start over. or, does it not work like that. um. no we don't have to talk about not knowing each other--or anymore than we already have. i cant do this. blogging is not fun anymore.

why do we suck at this. though, it's sort of amusing as well? are all of our entries going to be joint like this. i think it makes it harder (and weird weird weird), making conversation that we know is going to have an audience. your turn.

what audience? it's just you, me, and the boy, perhaps, if he remembers this thing is here. but really, now, vicki, i want to say serious things. i want to tell them that we send ten one-line e-mails a day. that we're practically the same person! christ. nothing sounds the same once you blog it.

nothing sounds the same once you blog it. maybe we should give up? i think i should stop telling people you're my soul mate (i just told flora; only the second person!) because flora thinks we're weird. which, i mean. we are. i suppose. but i don't think about it anymore? i mean, i use your name in conversation with friends and assume they know who i'm talking about. (and they do. pretty much.)

honestly vicki, i think the soul mate thing makes it sound like we're dating.

but i like it better than alter ego. also! you said you would marry me! if i were a boy, that is. should we really publish this?

haha! i did say that (you asked me! [edit by vicki: you make it sound like i proposed! clarification. i asked if you would ever marry any of your friends, though perhaps the argument could be made that subconsciously.... anyway, why do i end up sounding like the desperate one?]), and i would! we should! we might not be too good married though, you know. if everything's the same, there's nothing to push you in new directions. like, vicki, we'd totally sit in the house all day and never meet new people, hang out only with each other and, maybe, four other people who talked to us first anyway, sought us out. read lots of poetry and probably coo, coo!, yes, those words sound nice together. talk about art, and books, and ourselves! oh, and lie outside on the porch with towels over our faces eating green grapes. it'd be great, of course, but i'm just saying.

i think that's enough for today.

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